This morning I woke up talking out loud in long and thorough detail … A nocturnal letter to my sister … I wish I knew where my real sister is, because I need her … we haven’t spoken for almost 3 years … I’ve learned so much about her, my parents and myself since then, and become such a different person … my own person …
I wish I could find her, learn from her, laugh with her, and help her. She ran away from my family, and I was too young or stupid to know what to do, and stayed on the wrong side of the fence … just the same way I lost my love … both are in california … Both rouse me from seelp at night … & I may only ever see one of them again …
Outside of my mom and dad I have no family, and have had to extend my family with friends … but you can only ask so much of friends before you hit a wall.
